edited! {Before i start the wordy wordy post! I added new song to my blog.
It's very very nice song! must listen! :P


Can't sleep.
Alot of thoughts/theory/philosophy/logic running thru my mind like nobody's business.
I'm having insomnia! zZz!

I really need a breather, where are all the gfs and blahblah.
I need a good laughing day, laughing is the best medi. agreeable (:
It does work on me! Serious no kidding.
I can't ask joey out always during this time, i'll just disrupt her study time.

Anyway, welcome back my baobei! (from MIA-ing)
Thanks for the wonderful passage for thePOHS.
That's the love i need, thanks dearest!
Hope you'll now treat studies seriously, can't help but nag lah dey ~ :P

Dad, Mom, Mei ;
My forever love, never be broken off.
Theres no break up, Of course there is sadness, quarrels, small arguement here & there.
But we practice forgiveness, forgive & forget (not really) forgetting part is hard.
But still more then normal cliques.
What's forever? They are the forever.
Ever since derald, i had never said "i'll love you forever, my heart is forever yours" Fuck you!
It doesn't exist, it's just sweet talks! Will he/she be able to understand you as much as parents?
The above are not referring to the rs of Husband & Wife, but in the teenager age.
Yes! There are quite a few successful ones, But how many are there?

After those failed rs, yes! i finally understand abit of things.
Most of them, My fault. I wasn't really understanding at most of the times.
I did take people for granted, and soon it turn into a habit.
But it's a learning step, it's a process of falling & get up again.
But certain things still appiles, & yes i tend to think alot/much more then other gf do.
I agree on that, but that isn't what i want HELLO! I can't seems to control it!
Perhaps i shld agree on: "what's meant to be let it be" this sentence.
& i getting on it now (: I'm practicing it now actually. On RS wise lah.

I think stop here for RS for now. There's alot for it, but no mood to type out lah.

I can't help pondering about what's right & what's wrong.
I need a guide, not that i doesn't have one.
But i'm a slow-learner, i can't really cope that well.
I want learn alot of things, i must get rid of laziness as well.
& believe in god, i'm sure i can do it! JIAYOU HY! :P

i seriously need a good laugh, if not i really going bonkers.
Hais, im thinking that much yet i cant type nor express out well.

OHOH!
Before i forget ~
PNZ a.k.a Dennis ; Thanks for being the greatest pal man!
Seriously seriously, don't know whether you will get to read this anot.
But thanks alot! BUT STOP UR HUA CHI CAN :X
Someone i can really talk to, i no need to hide things from.
Very very good friend! No complains except the fact that he abit huachi.
*ahem* shan't say much (: but i appreciate!

Last thing, before this post get damn wordy (it does actually)

To: c0ffeE (yes! you, there's no other coffee + i know you are reading this)
I want to ask you, Her blog that very good friend who's in a dilema is that you?
Don't tell me you anyhow spread things to other people.
I need the answer for this, Sms/MSN or u prefer in maple also can.
i know, all this doesn't mean much to you. It doesn't for me too after i get this answer.
& i wouldnt be there for you to use again, everything to you is just fun fun & fun la.
Feelings of others? = bullshyt for you, i dont dare to speak for others, speak for myself jiu hao.
Yeps, maybe i'm wrong again, i won't know. Tell me then.










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