Just went out with dad & mom for lunch, and i realised that my temper has grown worse. And the worst part is my tolerance level has decrease! I'll snap at anyone's head as long as i feel irritated ): i hate it! What's happening to me. I'll feel guilty once i snapped at someone. It's so horrible ~ Maybe i should start fishing or something. To train patience & temper right. Nahh ~ Probably i'll snap at the fish. It's so .... UNCONTROLLABLE! (forgive my spelling errors if there's any)

I just went past a few blogs that are DongLun fans, and one of it actually studying for VJ to meet them, such a motivation that i never had. I admire her so much, her typing and so on make her look like a reasonable girl. And by that i finally realised that there's too much fans out there that are mad about them. It's impossible for them to know their fans right? I mean maybe some? But if you attended any one of their appearance show/event you actually will understand that to be way in front of the stage, you actually need to put in alot of time & strength to be there. When i attended their IMM autographing session during last month, the fan club actually started queuing at 5am in the morning when their session was held at 3pm! And they sign till 6pm ~ 7pm + and couldn't finish. Imagine that .. I think it will take wonders for people like me to actually get their autograph. zZzz don't say about that wish.
On the other side, Dong did motivate me a slight bit. Not as much as the other person but slight. I think .. 一切隨緣 le ba. This kind of things very hard to say. But no matter what it still motivates me & i believe it will become stronger. (: Haha. Stupid. Type so much i think readers also confuse. 我還是希望你不是偶像派的.

Ohyah, Darling hasn't reply me. I hope you are fine yah. Anything sms me okay.


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