Weeeelllllllllll ~ I have not been blogging for a lonnnnggggggggggggg time. So so sorry!
Today i have make it a point to blog out things i have done in 2009 (Meanwhile to brush up my blogging skills.) I really hope those that still trying to follow up with my life can understand what I'm typing so ~~ ..

Anyway, New year is coming soon in about 2 hours or so. I'm really looking forward for a better year ahead. And i think all of you guys are.

This year has been ... a funny year for me. I have grew up alot especially mentally.
Family has been going thru alot too. And somehow i know which relative stick by us, and which doesn't.
I have also learn that i should strive very hard for my future. After all we are young and we can just sleep a few hours a day and use the other time to do planning and work our plan out.
I envy those people that get success in their twenties. I know they gone thru alot and they survive. Those are the true role models in life.

Seriously, Last year resolution i have not completed half of them. But i learn a bigger & impt lesson which i feel year 2009 will still somehow be special for me.



I love that kind of feeling, of the bonds. I want that feeling to be in my family for life. Or as long as i live. From my the other half also, i think i really do need that feeling. HA..

In a boy band from S.Korea i saw that bonding. Super envy. Alot tell me it might be an act. After all entertainment circle people can act and so on. But i don't feel so ... (I'm a person that super super duper trust my feeling.) I'm not idolising them, I'm so sorry to say that neither do i want to be in those fangirls/boys that are screaming and snatching for the front row seat of their every single performance. Probably i just want to appreciate their music. Ahh ~ Which is kind of sad for now. It's amazing if their character is like what they are portraying. Ahh ~~~~

Never mind about that...

Anyhoos ~ This year's highlights was that:
I found a full time job.
I found the determination to become a better person under the Lord's words & care.
I found the important point for my soul mate (the other half).
I found out that what i did in rs in the past was way wrong (But not totally my fault anyway) i should be more understanding in some. But also in the past i wasn't ready to be in serious rs.
I found out the trigger for my migraine.
I found out that i need to work hard even thou i know He will be there for me and help me.
I need to do exercise.

Haha ~ Some of the points lah, but my life now has been depending on Lord a lot.
I don't want to backslide. I want to strengthen my Holy spirit.
I need to work triple hard. And by next half of 2010 i must really hit what i targeted this year.

Time really flies eh ~ *woosh*
This year i have 3 priority wishes, which i will work hard for it. がんばって! (Thanks pnz, heh!)

Anyway this is quite a long post. I think i will end here now.
Will blog next year ^^ hehheh!

Love those that always making the effort to follow up on my life now.
Love my precious family & my awesome God.
With that, i will blog next year.
Oh yah ~ LOOK OUT FOR MY NEW BS DESIGN.
Bye bye ^^ Happy new year!

A video to share. One of my pearls. Hah.

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